Monday, February 21st, 2005
|
|
8:50 am - fucking cunt
|
i fucking hate dumb ass whores
talk shit and cant back it up
anytime anywhere bitch give me a call and ill be there
FUCK YOU
|
|
|
|
Monday, October 18th, 2004
|
|
2:09 pm
|
|
|
Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
|
|
8:36 pm
|
ok heres the deal...i need some advice.
my friend i wont mention names well she called me and told me that her close friend just recently got addicted to crack and she needs any local numbers she can get for her and her friend or any treatment centers she can go to so if you can give me any for az...i have some already but i could use more you never no
thanks <3
current mood:  worried
|
|
|
|
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
|
|
12:16 am - sdfsdg
|
it wasnt so bad.
i was proud
i cried.
only when he hugged me
my dad was there.
he huged me....
yeah
sonic was good.
here are pics to remember:
|
|
|
|
Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
|
|
11:34 am - sick
|
I woke up @ like 5 ish and my body was like DIEING my allergies have finally caught up to me. i can barely talk and it hurts when i do. when ever i blow my nose it just makes me more congested *sigh* i hate allergies. i want them to go away. i also have a bounding headache! ahhhh
i took a hot bath it helped...very little. but yea. i took medication its not doing shit for me.
well i gonna go now, bye
current mood:  sick
|
|
|
|
Monday, April 5th, 2004
|
|
10:08 pm - sdgdfg
|
school...blah.
went to stephs.
hung out.
listened to 80's music.
went home.
got online.
i just thinking alot and yeah i gonan KINDA vent bout it...
First of all i want to say that sometimes at night when ur siting there n ur room and u run thru all the horrible things n ur life and then u cry or maybe think thoughts u shudnt or do things u shudnt then u cry but have u ever actually sat there in the horrible darkness and thought of all the things ur thankful for or maybe the things u wish cud be idk postive things back when i wasnt so ...blah...i use to do that not so much any more. and i miss thouse thoughts. lately my thoughts have been about my sisters just wondering if that wud change my life at all. i mean yah ur siblings have a impact in ur life and all but i just wonder if my life ud be "better" or "worse" idk...thats just yeah some shit...
today stephanie says that i let alot of ppl step on me and i hardly ever step up for myself. thats a thing that i hate about myself, i wish that when ppl wud say fucked up shit no matter if it is true or not that i still say shut up or not uh or something but no. i usually agree or encourage them idk. i mean i guess i cant say shit cuz i no being the person i am im not willing to TRY and change cuz yeah...yeah. my mom calls the pschologist tommorwo "assia" is her name i guess....w/e
f.u.c.k. t.h.i.s.
current mood: FUCK
|
|
|
|
|
2:38 pm - fsdgsdfg
|
Your Monday horoscope, Pisces!
You see possible passion today. An attraction is very apparent, and your desire to pursue partnership is quite intense. Look to be discreet.
Pisces February 19 - March 20
A little thing could blow up into a big argument between you and your sweetie. Don't throw it away on something unimportant -- take some time apart and talk about it when you've both come to your senses.
thats what my horoscope(s) say
yeah today was ehhh okay
confrence hour-talked to pg some.
english- i fell asleep and gave teacher attitude for making me sit up
german-i felt sick to my stomach thought i was going to throw up
lunch-talked to tami n pg made a list of songs to be burnt.
safety ed- we talked about sex n stuff. it was cool...watched a movie.
i going to hate tommroorw i hate going into math, but oh well. i think i am on his "good" side again.
current mood:  exhausted
|
|
|
|
Sunday, April 4th, 2004
|
|
9:14 pm - BLAH X 3895349859034863
|
I'll never forget this weekend...
yeah
fuck.
current mood:  blah
|
|
|
|
Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
|
|
11:59 am - last nite
|
Talked to tami online then she came over for awhile. she saw my room w/ the lights on it heh. i called my mom earlier she ...didnt reply the way i thought n e ways went to pgs n we just hung out for everrrrrrrrrrr around 9:45 ish mike came over to get his movie (texas chainsaw massacre) yeah i went home shortly after it was pretty good nite. Anyways today i woke up put on my away took a shower that movie got me on my toes still i can just see him bust into my house w/ a chainsaw *shiver* yah...thats basicaly it.bye
current mood:  exanimate
|
|
|
|
Thursday, April 1st, 2004
|
|
3:31 pm
|
yup...tami wasnt at school and wont be tommrowo either but she wants to hang out after school tommroow. anyways.
didnt do shit for confrence hour.
1st hour was dance we did sit ups it was awesome. we did across the floor jazz stuff. uhm...we learned a combo. passed wkshts back.
science talked to andria she said she was gonna ditch 5th hour to go c her bf. uhm it was boring we did a lab. gay. airplanes oh what fun.
lunch sat around usual...i guess.
math sat n the bak copied pattys paper boring day.
yup....
fixed my hair looks better than it did earlier what a surprise.
<3
current mood: uncomfortable
|
|
|
|
Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
|
|
10:39 pm
|
i hung out w/ steph. her bro was cool. i typed up his thing for him cuz he said i can "type fast" what ever. i teased him about how i hear things about him being a pimp haha! anyways, steph n i talked bout 80's shit it was awesome. :-D then she busted out a KISS shirt and gave it to me! me! she gave it to me. so yeah tommorow i wearing a kiss shirt :-D ayayayayaya
yup then pg n mike came wich was cool. i went to change n i thought my mom said something so i opened the door which hit mikes elbow which made him realease the soda which spilled which my mom made me clean which i laughed thru the entire thing :) i am such a bitch. and accourding to will a obessed rat
fun fun
current mood: drained
|
|
|
|
|
2:48 pm
|
Hallo. Guten tag. Wie gehts du? ich bin so so. Ich geht es schul heute.
Yeah sorry about that ask me in person if you really care.
School *sigh* i woke up @ 5:30 for no fucking aparent reason. It was crazy so i sorta dozed on and off till about 6:29 then I just shut off my alarm n got ready. Tried to wake up my little brother cuz he wanted to be woken up but he didnt get up (what a surprise) so anyways. i get my clothes on. Go down stairs fix my hair so it at least looks DECENT. then i go to the kitchen and eat a apple turn over and have some chocolate milk. I head to the bus stop. Talk to patty and leslie some. then it turns out my little brother told some embaressing shit that he told me he wudnt tell to n e 1 but he did to stephanie. it was awkward. got to school. they took away our bench so everyone just sat around. lalala. boring. bell rang. amy n i go to dance. we dont have to dress out thank god. we watch our showings ( i good at being clumsy ) Yeah, then went to english thought i fall asleep till bout the end. when the gurls heidi n dyana were talking bout their sexuality. it as uhhh intersting.so then off to science where i tease andria by walking funny haha. then to german *shiver* soo glad i wont be in there next year. ( if i graduate to go on )anyways. so yeah. we played a game and i lost oh well ( what a surprise ) then go 2 lunch. just got a soda and chatted w/ ppl. usual.
then headed to math *bigger sigh* sellaro gave no home work thank god. and i was sooooo out of it i was like durh durh 2+2 =476547894 ( i love how dumb i am ) so then...we had some free time i guess. then off to safety ed. he just talked bout robots and how he use to teach and how he was in the orange bowl and yada yada yada usually i listen n care but i was too fucking sick and tired of some shit to do that. wow. thats pretty fucked up of me. yeah well i gonna go now. . . . bye bye
current mood:  aggravated
current music: self steem sinks even lower
|
|
|
|
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
|
|
5:12 pm
|
TAMI IS HOME ...shes sick thou :( YAY! not bout the sick part. WOOOT WOOT!
current mood:  giddy
|
|
|
|
Monday, March 29th, 2004
|
|
10:46 pm - a to the b to the C
|
mike came.
messed w/ comp.
slight argument.
went to taco bell.
it was nice just siting there talking. . . yeah i liked it.
went drive around some ended bak @ my house. didnt go in.
went to amy's house. amy @ tylers.
went to tylers. amy, tyler, mike 2 were there.
hung out.
watched some cartoons.
amy n i joked bout "whipping guys" heh.
went home. sat by the house in the car.
messed around DIDNT DO ANYTHING I SWEAR!!! lol.
went inside after mom called for a reminder. lol.
<3 bye bye
current mood: guilty
|
|
|
|
|
11:40 am
|
Woke up. Will hadnt turned off the light pissed me off. I got up and turned that off. Now i checked my mail listening to atticus and watching "ricki lake"
My ear is all itchy, urgh.
b.l.a.h
|
|
|
|
|
12:37 am - movie
|
I was watching this movie about how a girl finds out that shes "gay" or "lesbo" or what ever you want to call it. And it shows her life story. How she goes thru all this pain with the first break up of the girl that she first experience with. Then her mom cant except it. And her dads try to help and the mom just tells him to shut up. the councelor at the school is gay and the mom finds out and gets pissed and warns the councelor. I dont know how people can be so harsh on other people. it made me sad just to think about it i mean i'll never no how people feel because I am straight but i feel horrible for thouse who find out the inner them and are teased and looked down upon it because how they feel. its horrible how society sees some things. makes me wonder.
any one want to comment with their oppinions on the matter go for it. . .
current mood: sympathetic
|
|
|
|
Sunday, March 28th, 2004
|
|
10:59 pm - sgfsgjdfhgk WAHHH!
|
uhhh i woke up n mike was n my room scared the fuck out of me we had a talk he isnt doing that again he got the point that i wasnt too happy about that. anyways. just hung out most the day then we went to pgs n hung out thats basically it byebye
current mood: nauseated
|
|
|
|
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
|
|
8:11 pm
|
I think I going to write some poetry.
Open my eyes and what do i see.
Much pain and misery.
I watch as the day goes on
And see the issues contained in society
I ponder to myself
When will appearance be drowned out
and people will see the inside
ehhh too lazy to finish plus it sucks
yeah anyways bros party, everyone FINALLY got there act togetther headed down there i was pretty anti-social to every one text mike couple times uhm my mom got all pissy for awhile she was like {"who was here today!?") and i as like ("me, will, julian, mike...") and she was like ("well that money was there when i left and it shud still be there") so basically she was saying some one stole it whatever FUCK IT.
it turns out it was right by the bread maker idk how it got there but it did.
what ever
current mood: nauseated
|
|
|
|
|
12:47 pm
|
today i think i shud memorize this date. yup. . .
bye bye
current mood:  sore
|
|
|
|
Thursday, March 25th, 2004
|
|
10:29 pm
|
so o o o o o
went n got stuff for the vaccumn that took forever got a new thong. . . uhhhh yeah
then i went to pgs mike came n got me. he geled his hair it was hott
current mood:  content
current music: simpsons
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
emogal724's journal